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Chapter 4
The day’s mail
arrived about forty minutes after my tutoring session ended. It was 3 PM, so it
was Morales who came to the cell with a stack of envelopes and magazines in his
hands. “Mail call,” he announced. “Please stand back from the bars in the center
of your cell.”
I knew this, of
course, and I rolled my eyes as he made the requisite announcement. Minutes
ticked by in silence as he sorted through the pile. The magazines he shoved
between the bars, where they landed on the concrete floor with lazy slapping
sounds. The envelopes he saved until last, looking into each one before he
either dropped it into the mailbag on his shoulder or slid it between the bars
into my cell. They were all slit open, and earlier in the day someone had
already looked at every single piece of mail sent my way. Everything I sent out
was examined, too.
The guards used
to give me every single piece of mail, even the ugliest stuff. My upcoming
trial, and Laurel’s murder, had been national news for weeks. The story wasn’t
being covered as vigorously as it had been in the very beginning, but I was
still getting plenty of what the guards used to mockingly call “fan mail.”
It started
arriving for me two days after I was locked in jail in July. The first “fan
mail” was written in bold red marker on a crisp white page. It simply said “you
will burn in hell.” Other letters were more intricate, and more threatening.
I’d even received artwork, graphic caricatures of myself sitting in an electric
chair or hanging from a rope around my neck.
They terrified me
and haunted me, those pictures, until I finally broke down and told River about
it. He assured me it couldn’t possibly
happen. “They do lethal injection in California,” he’d said.
So the picture
of me in the chair, with my hair sticking up all over my head and my eyes
bulging out of my skull, shouldn’t frighten me at all.
Morales was the
first guard to start sorting the mail for me, throwing away the hate letters
and horrible drawings and leaving only the stuff I might want to see. By the
time August was coming to its end, none of the guards still subjected me to the
horrors the came to me in the mail each and every day.
The world hated
me…because it loved Laurel.
I’d read all the
articles that I could get my hands on, and managed to pull some information out
of River and Asher. The press were treating Laurel like she was some sort of
angel, and I was this totally messed up girl with a messed up past. Laurel was
the queen of the Debate Team, she was on the volleyball team, she ran marathons
for charity, she was active in teen activities at one of the big LA churches.
She was beautiful, and she was tall, and she was apparently incapable of taking a bad picture at any
point in her brief life. The media had printed the entire Riordan family album
in the last few weeks. Pictures of baby Laurel, toddler Laurel and school girl
Laurel were splashed on the front pages of People
and the like. Teary quotes from volunteer organizers and teachers were printed
and re-printed.
Every picture
they’d ever printed of me showed wild
hair, reddish eyes and a twisted facial expression that made me look like
Satan’s daughter. The worst one of them all was one of the pictures taken at my
hearing – I was wearing county jail orange and staring into the crowd with an
angry, intense look on my face.
“Just one letter
today,” Morales chirped. He’d thrown most of my stack back into the mailbag.
“Anything outgoing?”
“Not today.”
“Be back to
check on you later.”
I nodded, and
waited for him to get to the end of the hall before I rushed forward to gather
up my remaining mail. The one letter I still had was from River, and as usual
it contained very few words. It was another pencil sketch, this one an
elaborate design of curving lines that reminded me of flowers, with a short
note on the back: see you soon.
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